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The Abyss

As I walk closer to the edge
I stare down
Swaying side to side
Hypnotized
Wishing
Longing
Dare I let go and drop
Let myself feel the falling air
Whipping through my hair
Do I let go
Dare I shut my eyes
And just go with the flow

Life hurts now
Make it stop

Do I stop and fight
Do I try and escape into the fog
I want the fog back
I want to go back to being
Unable to feel
Walking in the gray
Stumbling through life

Life hurts
Make it stop

I get tired of fighting
Will truth ever prevail
In spite of power and money
I am losing hope.
Nothing seems to change

Life hurts
Make it stop.